Date: 2007-12-25 22:00 Subject: (no subject) Security: Public

I wake up and stretch, smiling as I see Pansy laying next to me. She looks so beautiful when she's sleeping - a true Pureblood witch. Her parents are fools. Rolling over on my side, I gently brush the hair out of her eyes and kiss her on the lips. When she opens her eyes, I smile at her. "Happy Christmas, Pansy."

She smiles back, stretching slightly as she does. "Happy Christmas, Draco."

I lean in for another kiss. When we finally pull apart, I smirk and say, "I must say this is much nicer than waking up at Hogwarts on Christmas morning to Crabbe and Goyle's grunts and groans."

"You know, when I'm kissing you, it is a bit of an insult if you are thinking about Crabbe and Goyle," she remarks with a smirk of her own.

"Oh I thought that before I even woke you up, I'm just voicing it now," I say with a grin. "So what would you like to do first? Breakfast or gifts?"

"Let's start with gifts. It is Christmas after all."

"OK," I say, rolling away from her and standing up. I pull my dressing robe around me and watch as she gets up as well. A few minutes later we are out in the sitting room by the tree.

I pick up her gift and hand it to her. "I would like you to open your gift first."

Date: 2007-12-03 18:58 Subject: Plans for the Future Security: Public Mood: pensive Tags: (theo), draco, narcissa, pansy

I sit in my office at work, looking at the list that I've made. I know what I want the manor to have in it, but I don't know how long I will have to have it built. I think Pansy and I should set a wedding date. This way I will know exactly what time frame I will have so that the manor will be complete by the day that we marry.
( Plans for the Future )

Date: 2007-11-19 23:45 Subject: A Visit with Mother Security: Public Location: Malfoy Manor Tags: (pansy), (theo), draco, narcissa

I owled Mother and let her know that I would like to come and visit her. I want to talk to her about my plans for building a manor for Pansy and me, and see if she has any advice for me. Letting my staff know that I will be out for an extended period of time, I leave the club and soon find myself on the front step of Malfoy Manor.
( A Visit with Mother )

Date: 2007-11-15 14:25 Subject: Truth Security: Public Location: our flat Mood: frustrated Tags: (theo), draco, pansy

I am determined to go home tonight and spend time with Pansy. I'm even leaving work a bit early so that I can go home and get things ready. The club is almost ready to reopen, after my aunt and uncle 'redecorated' it. Pansy hasn't said anything, but I know that she's upset with me. So I'm bringing us each home one of our most savory dishes, a bottle of wine, and a bouquet of flowers. Everything will be all set up by the time she gets home.
( Truth )

Date: 2007-11-01 01:04 Subject: Battle scars, inside and out Security: Public Location: My flat Mood: upset Tags: (bellatrix), (crystal chamber), (lucius), (narcissa), (ron), draco, pansy

I was discharged this morning with strict instructions that I should take it easy for the next couple of days.

Right. Take it easy. My club is a mess, my face is a mess, and they are telling me to take it easy.
( Battle Scars )

Date: 2007-10-31 23:34 Subject: I wonder what the Hat would say now Security: Public Location: St. Mungo's Mood: sore Tags: (katie), mother, pansy, snape

My whole face is burning with pain, but worse than the pain in my face is the knowledge that I saved a Muggleborn's life.

A Muggleborn.

What in the name of Merlin made me do it?

The Healer who examined me told me that I am very lucky that none of the crystal hit my eyes. But I also saw the look on his face when he saw me. The pallor of Pansy's face at the club told it too. I don't need a mirror to know that I am really cut up.

I hear Mother's voice outside the door to my room. I haven't seen her in weeks, not since my last visit to the Manor. I guess either Professor Snape or Pansy must have told her what happened.

Date: 2007-10-06 13:35 Subject: Swallowing My Slytherin Pride Security: Public Location: Our flat, to start Tags: draco, katie, pansy

I never thought that a day like this would come. If you had told me that there would come a day that I would be apologizing to a, yes I will say it, Mudblood, I would have laughed.

But I am not laughing now.
( Pride )

Date: 2007-09-23 18:16 Subject: A Talk in Stonehenge Security: Public Location: Stonehenge Mood: nervous Tags: (hannah abbott), (katie bell), (mr. parkinson), (narcissa), (pansy), (ron), demetria, draco, lucius

Today I am having a face to face talk with my father. I don't know how it will go, or what to expect. He told me in his owl that I can bring Pansy if I wish, but if things go badly I don't want her to get hurt. I have no reason to believe that things won't go well, but I also don't want to assume anything.


I think about the lawsuit that is being brought against me by Katie Bell, and I wonder what Father will say about it.

I wonder what he will say when I tell him what has been on my mind for so many years.


I wonder if I will make it out of this meeting alive...

Finally, the time has come and find myself being taken away to Stonehenge.

Date: 2007-09-22 17:45 Subject: Sharing the news with Mother and Pansy Security: Public Mood: pensive Tags: (katie bell), (lucius), draco, narcissa, pansy

It has been over twenty four hours since Hannah Abbott told me the news of the lawsuit. I have not had time to go and tell Mother, but I need to, and soon. I wonder what she'll think of me? I believe I'm doing the right thing. I don't need any more bad publicity in the slightest, and I don't need people to be reminded of my past sins.
( Sharing the News )

Date: 2007-09-11 14:37 Subject: Dispelling Doubts with Decisions Security: Public Location: Our Flat Mood: pensive Tags: (hannah abbott), (lucius), (narcissa), draco, pansy

I haven't told Pansy about the owl from my father yet, nor my reply to it, but I plan to. I have learned that I shouldn't keep secrets from her, unless it's a surprise, and chances are she is wondering what came of it to begin with. Going downstairs from my office, I find Pansy in what used to be the spare bedroom. "Do you have a minute?"

She looks up from the parchment she was looking at in a quizzical way, then nods. "Of course."

I pull up the chair to her desk. "I want to let you know that I received an owl from my father recently. He wanted to know what we wanted to do regarding your father."

"What did you tell him?" she asks, pushing the parchment to the side.

"I told him that we should wait," I say honestly. "I didn't know how you felt about it and although I personally think it's a good idea, I have to take your feelings into consideration as well."

Date: 2007-09-04 17:16 Subject: Confrontations Security: Public Location: Crystal Chamber Mood: surprised Tags: draco, lucius, mr. parkinson, pansy

The past couple of days have been wonderful. Pansy accepted my proposal and we spent the weekend at the house in France, celebrating. Unfortunately, reality stepped in and it's now Tuesday, so we both had to go back to work. But I have no regrets at all. Asking her to marry me was the best decision I have ever made.
( Confrontations )

Date: 2007-08-24 19:00 Subject: Getting Something Important Done Security: Public Tags: (pansy), draco, nicolas, nina

Today is a very important day - I'm heading to Travetti's to conduct a bit of business. I haven't been this secretive since I was plotting things at a Death Eater. But I can't let anyone know what I am up to. Not yet, anyway. It would ruin everything. Going into the shop, I see Nina behind the counter.

"Nina, I need to speak to you. In private, if possible."

Date: 2007-08-14 23:37 Subject: A Day Full of Surprises Security: Public Location: My flat Tags: (lucius), draco, pansy

Pansy started back to work yesterday, and even though I know that she's fine I still wasn't happy about it. What if Aunt Bellatrix or my father came into her shop? Those two witches who work for her - I don't care what happens to them. But Pansy - well, I would never really openly admit it to anyone but my mother and her, but... I couldn't live with myself if anything were to happen to her.
( Read more )

Date: 2007-08-01 22:55 Subject: A Mother/Son talk Security: Public Location: Malfoy Manor Mood: worried Music: Mother and I talking Tags: (lucius), (pansy), draco, narcissa

The last days have been a mixture of emotions for Pansy and me. Her parents disowning her has been hard on her, and honestly her choice to be with me over obeying them has me both thrilled and rather wary. What if she regrets her decision? What if her parents take revenge on us because of it? What if they come after me, thinking I forced her into staying with me?
( A Mother/Son talk )

Date: 2007-07-30 23:30 Subject: A Life Altering Decision Security: Public Location: St. Mungo's Mood: relieved Tags: (lucius), draco, pansy, parkinsons

Pansy is awake! In my excitement, I jump up from my chair, momentarily forgetting my own injury to my leg. Even though the cuts have closed, my leg is still very sore and the Healer has said that there is a chance I will always walk with a limp. Damn Father! I just hope I got him as much as he got me.
( A Life Altering Decision )

Date: 2007-07-18 17:52 Subject: Battle in Diagon Alley Security: Public Location: Diagon Alley Music: Curses, Hexes and shouts of pain Tags: bellatrix, draco, lucius, pansy

Our argument forgotten for the moment, we both rush outside to see what is causing the commotion. The Alley was clear - and the few people who were still there were giving wide berth to the cause of the commotion.

Aunt Bellatrix and my father, facing one another, looking like they are about to kill one another.
( Battle )

Date: 2007-07-07 11:44 Subject: Ghosts of the Past Speak Security: Public Location: Malfoy Family cemetery Mood: curious Tags: (lucera), (narcissa), draco, lucius, pansy

I have been looking for some time to get away and to visit my grandparents' grave since Grandmother's funeral, but until today haven't found the time. After my talk with Hannah Abbott yesterday, I figured the time was right. I make my way to the Malfoy family cemetery.


When I arrive at their mausoleum, I lay a bouquet of flowers which I have brought at the base.

Date: 2007-07-01 23:40 Subject: Mother's Homecoming Security: Public Location: Malfoy Manor Tags: (lucera), (lucius), draco, narcissa

I check everything at the Manor one last time. The place is spotlessly clean, there are fresh linens on Mother's bed, as well as fresh cut flowers in her room. Every order I had given to the house-elves has been carried out. Everything is ready for my mother to come home from St. Mungo's. I have requested that every evidence of my grandmother be removed as not to upset her, but still her spirit remains in the Manor. I suppose her presence will always be felt, no matter what is done.

I do feel regret for my parting words to Grandmother. In a sense, I feel somewhat responsible for her death. But a part of me is angry with her as well, for not understanding why I did what I did. And then there's my father. The man becomes more evil every day. How anyone can compare me to him is beyond me - I would never do the things that he has done. I would never attack the woman that I love, and Merlin knows I could never kill anyone. And now he has killed my grandmother, a woman I had grown very close to, and put my mother in the hospital. Sometimes I wonder how he can sleep at night.

But now my energy must be focused on Mother and keeping her safe. There will be time for exacting revenge later.

Date: 2007-06-30 23:24 Subject: The Other Side of the Galleon Security: Public Location: St. Mungo's Mood: worried Tags: (lucera), (lucius), (tonks), ernie, narcissa, pansy

When we arrive at St. Mungo's, my mind is a whirlwind of feelings and emotions. Anger at my father, remorse for my parting words to my grandmother, worry about my mother... It's strange - this is the first time I have been in St. Mungo's to visit someone who has been injured by a Death Eater. Now I know what all those families have gone through. Merlin help me, I will not empathize with those Muggle loving blood traitor Weasleys... I won't!
( The Other Side of the Galleon )

Date: 2007-06-27 21:16 Subject: Malice at Malfoy Manor Security: Public Location: Malfoy Manor Mood: pessimistic Music: Grandmother and I arguing Tags: (nicolas), (pansy), draco, lucera, lucius, narcissa

I've had a sense of foreboding for a day so far. I received an owl from Grandmother, with the words: Come to the manor. Afternoon. We need to talk. Do NOT be tardy, scrawled out hastily.

I have a feeling Grandmother found out about the club not being just for Purebloods. I hope Pansy is right though, that she isn't angry, but the letter indicates that she might be.
( Malice )